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[gwennie]

yeah weird is definitely a word for it
although you didn't seem effected by it..?
did it get worse after i left or something?

[nerded]

um

no

no i did get affected by it

sort of

something happened to a lot of ppl when it turned midnight

[ god this is awkward af isn't it ]

[gwennie]

ok now i know something happened for sure but you don't have to tell me
midnight was definitely
a time yeah

[ now she's wondering if they both made awkward kissing choices. it's fine. ]

[nerded]

yeah

so i don't think any of us were spared from it

maybe it just hit you twice as hard

[gwennie]

maybe
ugh
is there a "hide in your room until you wake up from this nightmare town" option i could maybe choose now?

[ of course she's not totally serious, but. like. it's tempting. ]

the idea of venom being yet another thing they have to worry about here makes my head hurt
and that includes you probably most of all since you've seen it at its worst now
or seen something like its worst anyway
that was all kind of new, even for us
her
the symbiote

[nerded]

you could always come here and hide if you wanna

but i don't think doing nothing's gonna help so

it's okay

i mean, i guess i'm glad it was me and not someone else who might not have spider powers to help themselves

speaking of which

i guess you know, huh?

about me

[gwennie]

but doing nothing is so eeeeaaasy

i'm NOT glad it was you
i will never ever be able to apologize enough
and you're right about the spider power thing but still
not okay

i do know now, yeah
i mean i kinda hoped
but knowing for sure is pretty great

not at all how i imagined i'd find out
but yeah
is it okay with you? that i know?

[nerded]

yeah i think so

i don't know what's going on with you and this symbiote thing but i trust you gwen

i kinda wish you didn't find out this way though like i wasn't trying to hide it from you specifically

it's just

when i first got here i wasn't really like super careful about keeping my identity a secret bc i didn't think it'd matter

this place being a dream and all

but anyone could show up

and anyone could use my secret against me if they knew

so i learned better

[gwennie]

i already blew my secret wide open in my world so i don't really have to worry about that

but i get it, for sure
there's still a couple people from home that i wouldn't want showing up here, secret or not

and i definitely trust you too
i didn't want anybody to find out about the symbiote
it never should have even come up
but of course this place found a way! why not

if it had to be anyone that had to see that i'm
not GLAD it was you
but i'm glad it was you

[nerded]

thanks gwen

that means a lot

even if it's about something kind of terrifying

but it's okay it's cool

i still think you're awesome

that part hasn't changed